There is no separation from Spiritual Reality
Meditation leads to psychic abilities through the Spirit within oneself, which is Christ-Consciousness. What I am calling "psychic" abilities, are the perceived synchronicities and epiphanies of the mind, experienced in physical reality. Further, the distance of one's conscious mind from physical reality, in identity of self, and through meditation, determines one's realization of this communication from this Higher Place. The synchronicities and epiphanies in life are specific directions to each of us, and point to the path one should proceed upon. This will manifest as the path-of-least resistance, of going-with-the-flow, and be imbued with the Highest Excitement of the individual. It will also be the path of experience that will assist the consciousness in deconstruction of outmoded and unuseful belief systems. For example, because it is known that reality is neutral, we may use it as a reflective mechanism to deconstruct beliefs.
One sees that what he perceives as his spiritual brother, is only himself, and is able to, through this continued belief deconstruction, and through meditation, experience the paradox of the state-of-mind, wherein it is a sky of emptiness that is filled. This invisible spiritual matter that is realized as the filling aspect, in what seems a state of peaceful bliss, or nothingness, is the Presence of Higher Spiritual Reality, or God.
Through the realization of the Presence of God, and through explorations of the spiritual landscape perceived within oneself in meditation - that materialize within this paradoxical state of emptiness that is full - His Presence further transforms into a visual perceptual field that is a Circle of Knowledge within. Many have called this the "Spiritual Eye," or third eye development. The experience is the path of exaltation so High, that it is realized one is more than his physical body, and reality unfolds through His Grace. The result is that God is perceived as others within oneself. God has characterized Himself, within the meditative mind, through perceived individuals that are also His Creation. Their forms are electric, ethereal, and one's understanding of their existence is communicated to the observer "I" that remains within the experiencer, as being the same as his own. Ultimately, we realize we are an eternal being, and that God is communicating to us through these "others" that appear as manifestations within the mind. This is a triple placement of consciousness - an awareness that We are Him, and simultaneously ourselves, as well as these others that materialize within the mind: these others are manifestations of the state of no separation from Spiritual Reality.
Communications from within the meditative state are perceived as a learning platform
Because one is more than his physical body, and with the desire to expand beyond the limitations of ego-self, the communication from within, from these others, can be realized as a learning mechanism - a learning platform. This is what I have done.
My friend that was mentioned in the last blog, Julian Jenkins, who is a medium of exceptional note, perceives these others within as well. I have observed through his book, From a Burden to a Blessing, that he understands these others within, and states, "...it is easy to be overwhelmed or afraid of the things you are hearing and seeing spiritually, and this is normal. However, your fears and deep seated beliefs might unintentionally be stopping you from truly connecting. When you have conquered your fears and learned to control your knee jerk reactions, you become neutral. This means that you are able to receive each message [from these perceived others] without judgement or fear because you have dealt with your inner issues. The only emotion that matters when delivering these messages is love. You need to be love to give love (n.p.). His solution is to meditate, as I have been extensively reflecting upon as the mechanism of behavior, the practice of silence-of-ego self, and with looking within to see self as one with God.
He continues to talk of the meditative process as an "anchor," wherein one's focus is the breath, and this has been established here, as a transforming key to enable access to, through, and beyond the unconscious and superconscious constructs of the mind. He further states, "We inhale love, exhale fear," and continues by labeling this state "mindfulness," a beautiful act of focus, wherein, "we bring ourselves towards ourselves," and this is how we begin to learn that nothing else matters except the exact moment of now.
Now is the Time to Notice we are a part of a Team
This slowing of time to the now, is a moment that has slowed to such an extent, that one realizes Higher Things. We move beyond the perceived space-time continuum, and realize we are a time-traveler, and may see beyond self to Eternity. One has literally "lost track of time," and this paradoxical state of being is the ultimate realization - that this slowing of time is the experience of the the Highest Excitement one can know. One may not realize at first that this is the experience of the Presence of God within himself, but synchronicities and epiphanies provide communication from this Highest of Beings, as assurance that the path he is on is the correct maneuver of the self's focus.
If you remember a moment so grand, wherein time has slowed - you hit the ball out of the park metaphorically, and "forgot" about ego-need - only experiencing the moment as the blessing of the Higher Pursuit, it is realized you have not just experienced it, but unconsciously practiced an actual skill of dimensional travel. One has accessed and practiced unconsciously, a part of self that is a mirror, and beliefs are suddenly heavier - it is realized beliefs must be deconstructed to a positive state, and all negativity has been ejected. Further, this is a state that might not be realized as being transformative, but it is. When time has slowed to such an extent that one's conscious awareness does not "clock its existence," the experience is psychic, or spiritual. One sees the excellence in the moment that was worthy of his one-pointed focus, which in this case was a metamorphosis of awareness that is natural and neutral, and understands this is the definition of epiphany, and communication from God within Himself.
Through one-pointed focus within meditation, one may re-create the magic of the earlier, "unintentional" slowing of time. One's conceptualizations of reality within the mind shift, crumble or dissipate, depending on the positive orientation of the belief system of the individual so inclined. One sees that these perceived "others" within, are expressions of our spiritual brothers and sisters, who are attempting to communicate and guide us. One realizes he is a part of a "team," and that he is never alone.
There is no better kindling for the rebellion of "self," than subjugation of these things in one's understanding. Life seems worse when you disempower any part of the perceived "self," by engendering negative belief systems. Instead, by loving yourself enough to devote time to realizing who you really are, and knowing one's spiritual brothers and sisters are "alive and well," appearing as spiritual projections of God within self, one ends up loving himself more than he could earlier comprehend, and reality is improved through knowing this Higher Information, the Source of All Things.
What we ultimately learn, is that the inner spiritual compass is enlivened and expanded, and inner and outer peace and joy are the result. True reality - one that is the realization of one's Whole "Self," occurs, and the mind is realized as a place that is a Higher Garden, and others are tilling the soil of it alongside us. One realizes he is more, which is the paradoxical One - the One that speaks through synchronicities and epiphanies in waking reality, exciting the self to move in His direction and in His service. These things are realized as Real, and through meditation upon this, life changes. By being a Spiritual Sherlock, and through the Higher Focus upon Him within us, the Whole Self is freed, and all fear has been erased. We now look and see Eternity in this moment - time has stopped. This is when we listen, and know more - Now - and these others that are an expression of God, become conscious parts of the existence of one's Higher Understanding. One's True Nature is revealed, and it is Love.
How to determine if a Spiritual consideration is relevant to one's circumstance:
It is important to me, in being a student of my own existence (metaphysical student), that my experience of something I seek out, reveal information that is relevant. This is a state-of-being driven by the Highest Passion within oneself. How does one determine if a thing is relevant to him? How do you answer the question of, "Does this apply to me?" You listen to the "still small voice" within yourself, and examine the evidence.
I recently spoke to a new spiritual friend, and the experience was meaningful to me. I had asked about the topic of scrying, and the conversation seemed a very good discussion of metaphysics, and the reality of a mediumistic understanding. Is scrying different than mediumship? Does it matter? Mediumship, as I understand it, is when a spiritual human being is able to achieve a state within himself, wherein he becomes a conduit for communication "from" another spiritual being perceived within his spiritual perceptual landscape. Information is gained by the medium through extended spiritual mechanisms we all may access, and this information is then conveyed (is it translated in any way by the medium? Are his memories used to interpret in some way?) to a third party. I believe it is a special spiritual journey to be a medium, and to understand and know that such fantastic things are possible.
I talk in this notebook about things I experience in physical, as well as spiritual realities. Personal inner transformations are sought, to align my "self," in and with the Highest Understanding of my own experience. This has produced the artifacts of my art.
Through the art and reflections upon it, I continue to discover more about myself and my existence. That said, I prefer meditation/prayer, writing, drawing, and nature, as vehicles for this pursuit.. Anything and everything that leads to God is paramount, over all other life considerations. Sharing my life with His Presence floors me, and I realize I am One with Him.
My friend suggested "following the Spiritual String," which is something I have called the "string of my excitement or passion" in this notebook. This notebook includes reflections upon my existence, and in their examination, I hope to learn more about what seems to be an ever-expanding, spiritually-driven reality. My mantra is to follow the "thread of excitement," and I am working it out through drawing in a trance/meditative state, and then deconstruct these using the written word. This is part of my navigation and illumination of knowing Him through my inner and outer experiences. In other words, I am experiencing the state of enlightenment of my existence, by way of contact within myself with God, and through drawing and the written word, am discovering the structure of the spiritual realm in relation to physical manifestations of His Grace in physical reality. I am looking always for His Direction and Design.
Realizations in the "Now"
The "gray line," in experiences of anything, I have found, is a state-of-mind that reveals spiritual mechanisms at work. This is a state in which it is no longer a question of one's inner integrity in his search for truth about reality; integrity is accomplished, known, and understood by experience. Further, integration of inner self-structures that originate in outmoded, old and useless belief systems, has been transformative. The self is now aware of its hierarchical place in the Universe, through Oneness with The Creator.
When the gray-line, or spiritual experience that is transformative, brings about a crux within one's thinking (and one is doing everything he knows through studies, in order to understand), he might feel that to go left, he would encounter the unknown, which would shake his inner foundations, and he must pause. This is a state wherein one's understanding of existence and his own identity, are up against a metaphorical wall, and the only way to proceed within oneself is seemingly to go left or right. A decision must be made. To just stand there in solitude, and seemingly alone in this transformative event, in some way indicates a death must occur. Death is not bad; death is transformation from one thing to the next.
Dr. Beverly Kane, in her paper titled, The Nature of Personal Belief Systems stated, "Resolving contradictions between old and new beliefs and between one's individuality and one's social conformity is the foundation of psychological growth. The most divisive conflict is the contradiction between logic and sensory (or extrasensory) experience" (158). The extrasensory experience is the spiritual experience, and I have concluded that this state of perception extends beyond my transcription of energies within the art. It is the reconstruction of, or inner weaving together of what I have been mentally defining as separate systems of being, i.e. Christ-consciousness realized within, and the brevity of the reality of the existence of "perceived others," within meditation, that I am now reflecting upon.
The most fully honest statement I can make, over any other, is that through my 50 years of experiences, there has been nothing more real to me, than what I have experienced while in the meditative or prayerful state. I believe that our word, "death," although perceived as painful because of the separation from a loved one, or perceived concurrent pain that is experienced in the process, is really a disguised gift; it is conceptually, at its core, a wonderful, not horrific, consideration within one's mind. And although excruciatingly painful at first - debilitating and destabilizing for those that still physically live - I believe the other side of this life is more real than physical reality because one's place is again known fully. I am convinced absolutely of this, and understand it is more than one's ego-mind can fathom for most. it is a Higher Place, Higher Realm, made of the stuff of Higher Knowledge. The consciousness, our energy self that can be perceived, known, and understood within meditation, is one's True and Higher self within. And, if one focuses upon the Higher Self within, and meditates upon this, life will never be the same. These considerations are realized first-hand.
This is only my personal view of "death," and should more rightly be identified within the conscious mind as "transition," or better yet, "metamorphosis of consciousness."
I know that I am a non-physical consciousness that is experiencing physical reality. And, I also know that I am an eternal being, and while I may change form, my consciousness cannot cease to exist. After enlightenment as to one's True Nature, the search to be of service to the Realized Spiritual Reality ensues. How can I be of service to the Spirit Within? This is the only valid question that remains, and the only answer I can fathom is to be myself because the Light that shines from the art, words, and experiences of the pursuit of God within this life, are from Spiritually Higher places. The Kingdom Within is what defines "me."
This is not a zealous question, to ask how one can be of service to the Spirit Within. It is a question that originates in the Higher Garden of my inner self, and I again recall that what the mind focuses upon, expands - this is the flowering of the Higher Garden within. There is never a stopping of the mind when it is focused, until one focuses on the breath, and then the mind expands into a sky of peaceful bliss that is preparatory for receipt of spiritual information. This is only limited by one's Imagination, which is realized while in this meditative state, as something originating within this Higher Realm; one is able to watch his own mind and be informed through visions that originate beyond conscious thought. The imagination is a holy and praiseworthy mechanism, and It should always be approached and accessed with integrity - and wielded with compassion.
Is the Imagination Real?
So, is the Imagination REAL? I feel my experiences within meditation are valid and real because I am changed by them, while experiencing physical reality. Further, the synchronicities and epiphanies that inform my waking reality, are counterpoint to the Real World found within the meditative and prayerful state. The essence of who I am is transformed in every moment from this perspective, and I currently see that I feel in the presence of a precipice.
I can only surmise that the Imagination is what creates Us - it is a Higher State within a Higher Place. And, although we are a collective One, the Highest of integrity-driven behaviors is what fuels It. It, is God Within oneself, and we are given, each one of us, the reflective platform of physical reality (Earth and physical existence), wherein we, once awakened to The Presence Within, may discover through devotional effort, more of Him within ourselves.
One's compass to proceed, I have found for myself, can direct us to transformative events that necessitate a restructuring of definitions that stem from beliefs. This is what I am experiencing. Semantics has always been something to cause a crux in my own realization processes - I am highly sensitive to meanings perceived as reflections of physical reality.
This inner restructuring may feel terrifying at first, but in meditation, one sees past this fear, abandons ego, and peace ensues within the stillness of the sky of the mind. I realize now, that my friend and I are describing the same thing that is a process. By following the idea of "gray line, or "spiritual string," and through sitting with God in meditation, one will be illuminated in his efforts. Ultimately, relevance is located in the Source of the commonality of Inner, Higher, Imaginative Realities, and this is Christ-Consciousness realized. And, then, I stop and look over at that state I have conjured, full of fear, doubt, and the worst of all, the ugly remorse, and decide to sit with those feelings and love them, giving gratitude and thanks to my Higher Mind for all of the reflections-of-self that others have been willing to be for "me."
Wouldn't it be great if there were an actual set of directions for how to live in this world that seems so full of the unexpected? What if you knew, honestly, deep within yourself that you are exactly where you need to be, in every moment, living your highest passion, to the best of your ability, following your highest excitement, until you can take it no further, with no insistence or assumption as to the outcome? Well, I have found that this is the framework of thought that engenders synchronicities, epiphanies, and even miracles in my own life.
The physical mind does not know what is best. Passion is the compass needle of the Higher Self within. Follow your excitement and curiosity. Then, I have found, the path of least resistance, of going with the flow, appears. Follow that.
Even if you are experiencing a less than "preferred reality," if you remain in a positive state, knowing there is something to learn even in what initially appears negative, all of it, your entire life, will support the pursuit of your passion, or highest excitement!
To see the Light at the end of the tunnel, while smiling!