(This is a Spiritual 'explanation' synchronously written)
Reflective-Reference 'Presented' as a Response to the Title...:
"The worst 'date' ever, is the one that you make yourself go to because you're lonely.
I mean, what do 'you' really contribute -
or receive - for that matter -
if you lead with unnecessary-chatter?
Instead, if you graciously-watch,
and endeavor to engender 'reflective-attention,'
the evidence of the date's success,
will manifest as Truthful-Living of Beyond-Meaning,
Within the Experience of the Moment-Shared.
(Side-note: I'm not sure where that came from,
but I guess that the idea of 'loneliness' in regard to drawing,
and my affinity for the latter, must be expounded-upon...)
You see, it is a long-story... where do I begin?
I have always seen,
upon any monotone surface,
characters 'playing-out' 'reflections-intertwined' within my reality.
I can gaze through concrete, the sky, and even the 'nothingness' of air,
but in whatever case, how 'I-See,' is a Reflection of The Presence Through 'me.'
This has not always been realized consciously... and 'I' looked-away for decades because what I saw then,
reflected apprehensions of scary-limitations...
Now, I never-fear what I see, I only question with
"What is Happening?", literally.
I intuitively understand that ALL people are able to see the way I see.
Nevertheless, within-experience, 'limitation-perception' is the 'norm' -
(of which 'lonliness' is a manifestation)
so to find someone like 'me,' walking through 'your' reality,
may cause a pause in your 'self-evaluation' processes (Ha Ha).
I tell you literally, I see within any 'blank surface' -
of form or 'no-substance,'
my Soul's 'character's,'
who Present to Guide 'me' - consciously,
but are made 'Beyond-Me...',
well, that is 'strange-indeed.'
'my' Part, well, 'I' am here for the Spiritual-instruction,
that I have realized observation of the form and its function, provide for 'me.'
('I' am 'way-past' lonely, in fact, 'I' see that-that is no longer 'my-Reality,'
and 'I' only 'want' what is Meant for me, Spiritually.)
I know... I know... the writing-itself makes 'me' out to have 'multiple-voices,' which is necessary I suppose,
within the course of Spiritual-Reflection within writing,
but validation of the Truth of what 'Attunement' really IS,
well that IS-Found within the 'Entire-Beyond-Narrative' (The Presence),
Here is a Reflection Through The Presence About a 'Drawing's Attunement':
'I' am only here for a limited-time-offer (Living),
so time is spent Within-Meditation,
and then this altered-Reflective-State,
is duplicated by Synchronous-conscious-decision,
the Presence of my Highest-Comprehension.
Bottom-line: 'I' do nothing when sitting to draw,
but dissolve within His Love...
(the 'ego/JINN dissolves into Nothingness within the Drawing-effort,
and The Presence IS Known within the Consciousness-Fully, as Beyond-Bliss or Rapture).
What 'I' observe,
or Spiritually-Comprehend by 'The-Looking' (the Action),
IS Delivery of The Presence Within my-Perception,
which IS Intuition.
Now, I'm sure you may be 'thinking,' "Well, what is That?"
Intuition is The Answer-Realized Within the Experience,
of Reflectively-Positioning the Actual-Watching,
of the Focus (Spirit-Realized),
Through the Form ('you' consciousness- whatever that is to 'you'/and the physical body).
Overall, 'Drawing-Attunement', is The Experience of THE-FOLLOWING of The Presence.
This 'Following' IS The Experience of 'my-Own 'Conscious-Awareness,'
of HIS Unconditional-Love and Acceptance Within a Practice of Psychological-Nothingness,
Does That make sense?...
...Oh, and, this IS provable within 'your-Own' experience,
if you only sit quietly, and accept everything 'you-see' -
beyond thought and limitation-perception, THAT-IS.
(This is a Reflective-Synchronous-Reference: I was watching the completion of a chore,
and suddenly found myself back in front of the computer. This happens to me a lot.
I wrote the following rather quickly. This often feels like some kind of strange confession,
but really, it is only a Spiritual-Examination.
I take many of these Exams daily....)
Spiritual-Orientation includes the Intuitive-Receipt of information 'Within-Meditation.'
Via Intuition Through 'The Presence.'
I learned 'early-on' within my Meditation Practice,
that my Own Spiritual-Location was 'Emanating-Outward' Energetically.
After this Realization, and including Devotional-Prayer within my Practice,
I built a Circular-Energetic-Template into the Prayers-Implemented,
and Visualized 'Them' 'Rotating-and-Saturating,'
which Extends as an 'Intuitive-Transmigration-System,'
for the Conscious-Deployment,
of Devotional-Focus Through The Presence.
Simply, This-Focus has Built-Within IT,
a 'Living-Space' Beyond-conscious-comprehension,
and when Actualized via Devotion,
one's Own Divine-Intuitions,
the Intuitive-Eternal-Energy of the Spiritualized-Consciousness,
Where one 'ends-up,'
is Within the Only 'Where, When, What, or Who there IS' -
The Presence of one's-Own 'Spiritual-Awareness Within This Moment' -
which IS the Experience of Intuition!
So overall, the Form of one's Focus, IS the Function of the Form,
Within-experience, and because of THIS,
'You,' well... that guy? He's 'Within-Christ-Consciousness.'
Trauma is the "unknown-reaction."
It is the event and its effect,
perceived Beyond the body and Consciousness-Together,
and It-IS 'stamped' within the Spiritual-ether.
But what do these things matter,
if the consciousness is unable to remember,
because an 'amnesiatic-survival' mechanism,
was in-play within-living?
What kind of cruel-trick is Spiritual-amnesia upon one's identity,
if the effect outweighs the memory?
I wrote the above poem synchronistically.
This means that it was a Spirit-led reflection through the Presence of my-Perception.
For myself, the most traumatic-experience of this life, is what I call 'divine-amnesia,'
which is the state we all suffer, until one changes his own inner-orientation to one simple aspect of living - Devotional-Awareness of the Presence of God's Spirit.
This change is implemented best, at least for myself, with a sincere devotional-meditation-practice, and application of this Awareness within living.
Within these writing efforts that I have come to call 'Reflective-Reference', I observe from a distance the 'created-artifact' of my drawing.
Both the writing and the drawing are created without conscious-thought, and I only copy what is actually 'within-upon-and-through' the paper when I draw -
or type what 'arrives' (which is beyond-thinking, but instead seems a 'Spiritual-Delivery').
That is, I use 'Intuitional Sight,'
which is the Practice of Reflective-Examination,
Through the Presence,
of my-Highest Spiritual-Comprehension.
As we Know through 'Within-Meditation',
dwelling-Centrally Within "That-Perception,"
Creates a "Limitless-Multidimension,"
ALL That-IS-Within one's-Own Perception,
Side-Note: About the drawing "The Unknown,"
I understand all the symbolic relationships within it,
but for some-reason,
'I' do not-comprehend the guy behind the main-character,
who seems to be wearing an 'umpire's mask.'
I will-Reflect 'about-That...'
Introduction Notes: Within the 'Symbolic-Language' building on this website,
All Capitalized Letters Automatically Mean 'The Divine Concept, or Core' of the Word-Itself.
For example, the word "all," if used just like that, means the physical aspect of that word's meaning.
On the other hand, if the word "All" is used just like that (Capitalized), it means the Word is a Person, Place, Thing, or Idea,
of a Metaphor for Divinity, in some way. Words that are not 'normally' used as nouns (oR eVen Proper Nouns for tHAt maTTer),
are modified with Capitalization via Intuition - such as: "See, or What, or Who," thus becoming Divinity-Symbols of The Presence's Perception.
(pause and Reflect)
Reflecting-Through my-Own Intuition (The Presence),
the Word "All" would mean (alone in presentation like this),
"The Creationary-God Concept,"
imbuing the Content of the Word and the Sentence.
On the other hand, "ALL," as in use of 'ALL CAPITALS,'
Means "Absolute-Divinity, which IS... well,
IT-IS ABSOLUTE. Note that THE ABSOLUTE, well, THAT GUY, HE'S Everybody's BOSS.
(There appears the sudden, uproarous-laughter of a Glorious-Manner,
and an OFFSTAGE Voice interrupts with a HOOT! (HahA)
So... back to the 'Spiritual-Alphabet,' which will be from A-Z, just for some 'Reflective-Writing-Fun.'
A is for 'Apostrophe,' which always shows-off "energy" posession,
such as "It's Love." The "energy-posessed" is just an 'illusion,'
as words are symbols-only... within physical-reality -
but Spiritually, well...
we can Allow 'Synchronicity and Spontanaity,'
to be the Guide of the Focus-Through The Presence,
regarding the Reflective-Reference of 'energy-posession.'
when one imbues his Awareness,
with a Highly-Narrowed-Focus,
and located from a Distance,
the posession-employed and reflected,
is seen as the locomotion (Action) of one's Spiritual-Focus'-Orientation,
within the Spiritual-writing itself,
figured-via 'Within-Creationary-Psychometry (Intuition),
as to the best placement and usage of this writing-tool's mechanism of Higher Practice.
IT-IS a Weightless-Precision-Application,
to employ the apostrophe.
Also, when used correctly, it shows Proper-Alignment of the Consciousness'-Understanding,
of the 'polarity,' or 'positive-negative' mechanisms of 'within-belief-Living,'
of one's-Own 'Truth-Perceived' Through the Spirit.
So, ultimately, the 'Apostrophe,' when 'Writing-Spiritually,'
within 'whatever' is happening within one's Reflection-Through The Presence,
Within the Word...
(wEll... tHaT was difFereNt! Ha ha hA!)
IT-IS Living-Within The Love of His-NOW-Expression
I Am led by the Presence to 'throw-out-there,'
a 'few-ideas' about one's 'orientation Through-to physical-reality.
The purpose is to depose and dispose,
limitation-conditioning revolving around the idea of "the ego."
Back-Story-Observations, Through Reflective-Awareness
The 'ego' is a Spirit that wears 'multiple-faces.'
This can come in handy on the 'Stage of Living,'
but the 'ego' is just meant for creative use of 'eXTRa-cOlOr.'
What I mean, is that when the ego is placed-transparently,
as a lens for comedy Through The Presence,
there is usually something very funny,
to discern... hILARIous, aCtuALLy!
(An OFFSTAGE Voice is heard randomly-now.)
See what I mean?
What I mean is that if the ego is 'transparent,'
this means it no longer contains the limitation-agenda of its 'before-Aware' state,
which is the experience-now, of no-more fear, guilt, remorse, sadness, pain...etc.
When that is experienced as a 'Known-Reality,'
well... at least for me... I-See a lot of 'funny' Intuitions,
Through my-Own experiential-perception,
about almost everything "Spiritual."
mY ego iS mORe like a flUFfy-piLLOw. (Bwhahahaha!)
Catalyzation, Reflection & Expression Within The Presence
If the ego/Spirit/JIN (whaTEVer wE wANt to cALl IT!) has been 'tilled' sufficiently,
meaning 'Reflectively-Referenced' Through the Spirit (watching one's own reactions, within experience, within the Presence)...
.... well, then, the Spirit Emblazones-IT with A Divine Point,
obvious to the Sixth-Sense within others (Intuition).
This Catalyzes Within the Mirror-Reflection of The Presence Through-'you,'
and 'you' become another True-Expression of Him (The Presence).
This is not a 'culminating' experience, but rather IT-IS a Practice,
of 'Noticing' one's Own-Awareness Through The Spirit-Perceived-Within (The Presence),
and Watching From a Distance,
This means that no matter What happens,
the Grace of the Presence is Foremost within one's Awareness,
which truncates limitation-perception,
and is the employment of one's conscious-Spiritual-Application,
of ALL Known Spiritual-Truths,
IT-IS Living-Within the Love of His-NOW-Expression.
According to Dictionary.com, a 'prayer' is a spiritual communion with God, or is an object of worship,
as in supplication, thanksgiving, adoration, or confession.
God is Known via 'your-own' Intuition -
meaning your focus-Through Higher Spiritual Axioms,
that are 'practical and implementable.'
I mean, not many people in our modern-world-culture,
are able to sit within-meditation,
for extended durations.
Nevertheless, is that actually necessary,
to know the Peace THAT-IS His Presence?
do people actually have a functioning Spiritual-Heirarchy,
outside of practiced-religion,
that we need to pay-attention to?
That is, if 'you' don't know or really have one,
short of stories that are 'naming-mechanisms...'
Real-Question: May one begin his search for The Divine,
without 'naming' IT?
Sure, why not?
This Life - it is temporary.
It is the Living-Spiritual-Prescription,
of Beyond most's Comprehension.
All 'I' Know, is that my 'place,'
are within a 'one-Identity.'
I just watch,
from a distance,
and 'I' am unaffected (and I even watch that state-within)...
How many inner-lenses of watching,
Through The Presence,
It is Unlimited,
as We-Live Within Multiple-Dimensions, Simultaneously.
How is that helpful to me?
If you perceive in multiple-dimensions, simultaneously,
this means that 'your-focus' has been 'positioned through meditation,'
unwaveringly Within-Beyond-Through The Presence's Perception.
This means you See Beyond the judgement-perceived,
of social-structure, conformity, and bondage to identity.
This means 'you' see The Presence Within Every Moment.
It is the death of the ego - over and over and over for some -
or you can Notice the Awareness of Peace,
and 'Sit-Within' 'THAT-Perception.'
The latter is 'my-Intuition.'
"Are the Saints all dead?" said the little girl to her Father.
He looked at her, and beyond her location before Him.
She saw He Knew, but would not tell her the Real Answer.
She looked-up, and watched His Reflection,
within the mirror of her own perception.
Finally, her Father descended to her position,
she did not comprehend what He said next,
as she was consumed by the Great-Love,
she felt for Him.
He said The-Following:
"Neither Saint nor 'sinner' has your answer.
'You 'look' Through The Spirit,
Within-Upon-Through the Only-Moment,
and that is all I-know."
Everything-else... well, that 'All', its all made-up in a way,
as a 'Reflection of your-consciousness'-experience,'
which is Spiritually-"Real" to the extent the 'you' of 'Whatever',
Bends. I mean, becomes "Translucent via your Focus-Through The Presence."
"Does That Make Sense?"
The little-girl paused, and closed her eyes for a moment to consider.
She said, "Where is God's Love in That-Position?"
He said, "This questioning is now about God's Love, and Its-Reflection then?
(pause, looking through her position)
Unwaveringly, she said, "Yes. I want to know THAT-Consciously... and no one will show me,
Her Father wrapped his arms around her, and said quietly, "Shhh. Just Be...."
is 'interwoven' with transparent Reflective-Reference,
Through The Presence.
Nevertheless, here are the notes I synchronously-created.
My meditations are peace-filled,
and I sit Within-Upon-Through,
The Presence for long-durations.
I practice First-Kriya daily,
but do not perceive it is a 'complete-comprehension,'
I will have within this life. Sounds dramatic,
but it is a moving-experience just to complete,
half of the 108.
I hear every word of instruction-given,
echoing beyond the 2x daily-experience.
It is very-simple. I appreciate it.
I work with energy within-meditation, naturally,
within the physical body,
extending this outward,
within observance and access to Infinity.
This means that within the relaxation of the form,
through the focus of the consciousness,
within the muscular parts,
there seems to further-release a 'simple-idea' of 'wanting' to relax.'
Kindness is the quality of the omnibus-perception (ego),
navigating from the Center,
to an 'outer-most' position for 'collection' of Spiritual-Energy.
This is a 'body-scanning,'
wherein the focus of whatever 'you' believe 'consciousness' IS,
is briefly, and dually-placed -
with the main-and-Fuller-concentration upward within the Spiritual-Eye,
and the other at whatever ancillary location within the 'conceived-form,'
of the physical-body it is stationed...
It-IS the Intuitive-Spiritual-Presence - of THE PRESENCE -
(Read that last sentence again, and let THAT sink in.)
of 'focus-through' the physical-form,
actually begins a Spiritualization-process,
(might be thought of as ritual),
wherein movement from the focus-through the Spiritual-eye,
cannot be 'anywhere-else.'
What 'I' mean is that one's 'focus,'
cannot be 'scattered,'
with the illustrative 'numbered-groups of 'nonsence-below.'*
(They are for silly-idea-examples of scattered-focus.)
Bottom-line, the symbols-derived from observation,
of not only 'outer-objects' of visual-presentation,
but of 'Intuitive-Indices,'
plumbed-polished and varnished,
with one-pointed focus, -
Through The Highest-Perceived Spirit...well -
the symbols seem to connect-together,
'I' Am surrounded by 'God's Commentary,'
such as repetitions, 'synchronous-derivations,'
and 'obvious-recognition' Within IT.
I mean the Moment IS-Very Alive...
(why am I suddenly recalling a 'sea-scape'? - fuNNY...)
What I mean by this,
is that my-Own continuous-observation,
of 'living within the Unaffected-Spiritual-Observance,'
of emotional-reactionary-equivalence... -that-IS-a Gift -
to The Spirit... well,
it means 'one' has to be "transparent... which could-be a 'vulnerable-inner-position.'
Wait a sec'... That's IT.
'Ideas of 'scattered-focus'
#1 - For example, 'I' remember John Wayne,
Elvis Presley, and Dolly Parton,
as actors and actresses on the stage of 'entertainment,'
whom my parents enjoyed.
#2 - I 'remember-ideas' about Edgar Cayce & Clairvoyance,
as well as my father practicing hypnosis...
#3 - I also recall cartoons as a particular-favorite.
Those guys are nUTs@! 'I' STILL Love Cartoons!
(tHis is a funny memory... the story about a cat,
who slithers under a just-painted bar,
and earns a 'stripe' on her back - unbeknownst to her-understanding of reality...
and 'the devoted-oderiferous-fellow' of another-species,
named 'Pepe Le Pew....well,
that was a 'love-adventure' worthy,
at the very-least,
of appreciation at the 'heart-energy' level.
Maybe-higher... because That-guy, he was in Love! ha ha Ha!)
#4 - And there was the science fiction and fantasy,
love-affair... That lasted for years and years -
... ALL OF THAT... 'I' Mean those four last paragraphs -
the presentation of 'whatever' "THIS" IS...
well, IT-IS just 'intuitive-work' happening.
IT-IS The Reflective-Creationary-Psychometry,
that often wishes she was 'smarter.'
(Long-Pause present. That's all today...
That IS All 'I' 'have.'
(yeah!... "I understand 'whatever' lands here,
IS-imbued Through the...
wHat IS The-Internet, really?)
Ha Ha ha...
(Looking directly at 'you')
one's Interpretations of 'Spiritual-Reality,'
is her Holy-attempt to find-commonality,
Who 'I' Am?... well... that doesn't really matter,
as 'I' AM only the Spiritual-decanter,
of flesh and consciousness.
What this means by My-Spiritual-Dictionary,
is the Power of Reflectivity,
whose Practice IS The Presence,
of one's Highest-Spiritual-Comprehension.
This also means that the consciousness,
IT means that That-one IS very, very near,
to figuring-out his Spiritual-Relational,
Universal & Creational,
This is a literal-description,
of the 'Intuitive-Obeslisk's Perception,'
within the devotional-temple of my 'inner-meditative,'
I mean, Within-Through-and-Upon The Presence,
submerged within His Endless-Point-of-Beyond-Rapturous,
the 'I' of 'me' disappears-completely -
So to have "The Obelisk-Spiritual-Creationary-Experience,"
one must 'First-Sit' 'Within-Meditation,'
and then move upward-Through 'your-Own 'Divine Perception,'
of The Presence.
Then by an 'intuitive-inner-spontaneous,'
rest Upon The Higher-Divine-Platform,
one may Further-Sit Within-Upon-Through,
Directions: Just Look TO SEE The Divine-Inner-Platform (This means Application of one's Intuition, Which is Only The Presence's Position-Within).
This is a sort of' 'Spiritual-catch-up' Location,
for the 'Consciousness' 'Building-mechanisms,'
to establish in devotional-uncondition,
for HIM (use of affirmation or the reflective-reference of Spiritual Truths).
Then, once situated and 'Fully-Focused,'
Through This Magnetic-and-Mind-Freezing Mechanism (Rapturous Vision of Him),
A 'Fire' Without Heat IS Experienced.
This-IS The Death of the Omnibus-Perception,
At This-Divine Spiritual-Juncture -
all-while 'Still-Fully-Focused-Through' the Function of the Form -
there is the 'automatic-conscious,'
of an 'ancillary-member,'
of THE-SAME Reflective-Focus-Through,
What this fluid-moving and unrestricted,
'sort-of' 'side-kick' of 'Spiritual-Consciousness-Leisure,'
actually does... well...
It makes a turn from the Original Center,
and dives-down through the Spiritual-Ether,
all Within The Presence's Perception,
Collecting ALL Spiritual-Energy from within the physical-body.
This is pulled-upward from the toes of one side,
then calf, knee, thigh, hips, back, arm, neck, and head.
One then holds that half-o'-the-bodies energy,
(which acts like 'sticky-synergy'),
'up-There' - I mean, Within-Upon-Through,
This motion on the left is then-duplicated,
on the 'other-half' of the body,
always-maintaining the Original-Focus,
with a tiny-arm of 'nevertheless,'
Once the right-and-left are 'Both-Held,'
Within This Upper-Location,
The Spiritualization of the Consciousness,
all that is left is one last pull-upward,
through the physical-body,
which is an 'any-Spiritual-energy-remaining,'
sweep of the physical-form.
Nevertheless, I find it helpful to keep,
a slightly broader-yet-tighter position,
within this last 'Sweep of Spiritual-Energy-Gathering,'
as a 'Deeper-Tilling' Through-the spine's-length,
does 'Add' Spiritual-Strength Within one's Focus.
So, although one does not want to make his 'tangent-focus,'
any larger than necessary,
it just needs to be positioned-naturally and deeply,
within the pull of this Last-Focus-Upward.
Once ALL the Spiritual-Energy,
within the body,
and one takes-seriously his own-Devotion... well,
as it is forgetting the circumscription,
through a 'Consciousness'-upliftment' Within The Spirit,
to a 'New-Beyond-self-revision-Within-existence.'
So, what remains when one sits,
Within the Focused-Release of Beyond-Bliss,
IS-THE 'Consciousness' 'Meeting of His-Own Maker.
I mean, The Focus-Becomes Unlimited,
and whole worlds, galaxies, and universes,
are observable Within-Meditation.
And then, The Presence Enters,
and declares, "It-IS The Age of the Playful-Avatar."
(wHaT?! Where dId THAT Come From? Bwhahahaha)
The Presence is Within-Upon-Through,
Within 'The Moment.'
And, it is the watching, or observation,
of one's own Reactions Within 'That-Space,'
that the Truth of The Presence Functions.
Remember? The Form of one's Focus,
becomes The Function of the Form,
that the synchronicities, and epiphanies,
that 'you' are now aware of,
as 'The Connected Voice,'
has many faces of Presentation.
These include unexpected deletions,
within 'situations' of living life,
that 'look from the outside,'
as real tragedies.
This is Spiritual Karma (both positive & negative),
unequivocally-redirecting one's Actions,
This may seem scary... or even really-scary.
Don't worry, 'I' AM-PRAYING.
there are the 'unwanted' emotional 'reactions',
of seeming 'loss-sustained.'
These tragedies are life-revisions.
They are painful...
I suppose, all I can say Within That Reflection of the Presence,
IS-THAT 'I' can plan the best 'I' can,
but That-I... well... she must be diligent,
or That-Gaping-HOLE the [EGOTHINGS made,
on the Eternal Stage Within,
and suck 'me' IN.