The 'I' of 'me" Goes Missing
Although I feel 'Devotional' to the Presence, continually,
there are moments that begin to connect-together,
creating a well of the Deepest Love,
This is Him,
these moments Expand Beyond the physical,
outward and Inward, Within Him,
and I am Then-Consciously 'Consumed Completely',
and the 'I' of 'me' goes missing!
I suppose it is the 'mystical tendencies' -
to quote a friend -
that pours these words upon the paper,
It is a profound experience,
within one's Experience.
New Topic: Appreciating the ego
I would like to appreciate the above experience,
as 'intertwined' within the physical life of the individual.
The 'ideas-expressed' would not have occurred within theses moments,
that I am Now-Experiencing, if it were not for 'all parts' of my own Consciousness' Experience.
(The ego becomes 'invisible', or transparent, Through the Practice of the Presence. This 'outplays' as 'Spiritual-Fruits',
within a Living Disposition of natural joy, within the moment, and the Intuitive-Knowledge,
that everything within one's reality, is a Learning Opportunity, Within Focusing Through Him).
Here is a Spiritual Equation:
If we want to be this -----> The Presence, as one's Experience
Then we have to do this ------> Place one's Focus Through the Form (Spirit Perceived Within).
(Note: when I began upon my own path to Fully Realizing the Presence,
I did not understand consciously what would happen. Let's just say, I threw down the gauntlet,
within reality, as well as transcendentally, and asked the Holy Spirit,
humbly and completely,
for a "Complete Revision."
I am Now-Alive, because of Giving-Up (Paradox).
Here is the Spiritual Geometric 'Function' of That-Expression: The Point!
Ha Ha Ha...
The Ego's Spiritual Geometry (shape)
So the following information, presented as an 'outline' of sorts,
but then I saw a shape.
The shape for consideration, to understand the ego's position, is a 'funnel.'
I see that the ego is a 'funnel.' Yes, that is it, a sturdy funnel,
to begin 'inner-conceptualizations' of one's Higher Focus,
this may be useful.
What is suggested is that if the ego is First-Perceived as a 'Focus-Funnel'
through which the Spirit 'Moves',
then the Visual-Provides an Intuitive Structure,
for a beginner,
of the ever-narrowing Focus,
upon-within-and-through the Spirit-Within and Without.
The Spirit is Conceived Within-Meditation, as Surrounding,
the Shape (Funnel),
and is 'practiced',
as one's own Form.
So this means that,
within one's day,
this Practiced-Piercing Through the Spiritual Eye,
with one's Focus,
is actually a Spiritual Force Allowed to Move
Continually-Through this Narrowed-Spigot,
that is an 'Inner-Lens'.
This is done via one's Focus,
which Through Devotion,
Dissolves the 'Funnel Conception',
into the Spirit,
Within the Movement.
In this way, you can easily understand, if you meditate Within-Him,
how someone who 'knows very little',
has been taught through Devotion,
that the ego is a 'funneling-being'
meant to 'only follow' the Focus of the Form,
The Funnel is an appropriate, Intuitively-Sturdy Form,
to house a proper relational-geometry,
reflective of one's Focused-Spiritual-Matriculation Through Him.
Allow Him to be Poured-In!
Ha Ha Ha... So Funny!
I am Smiling!
You see, the Spiritual Geometry of one's Reflection,
with the ego as the 'gaping mouth',
of such a conical-configuration,
there is the Spiritual Comprehension,
through which the Spirit is 'Poured'.
Nevertheless, the Paradox is obvious in that Funny Visual,
as to move one's focus from 'self-ideas',
he must become the Spirit, or The Focus (capitalized),
through the Form (the Spiritual Body).
So, surrounded by a Spiritual Ether,
that one Now-Realizes as The Presence,
'I' Becomes the Higher Focus through her Form,
by patting the ego on the back,
and asking him to sit to the left,
in a quiet corner that has a clear-view,
of Nothing that is Everything.
That should keep em' busy!
That's soo funny!!!
the above 'beautiful description' would not have occurred,
if it were not for the complete 'transparency',
or transformed acceptance, of the ego as an 'identity-qualifier.'
So simply, it (ego) is The Way It (Spirit) Is.
The goal, I am Intuitively-Informed,
is to Move Through Him,
as a Living Expression,
of Love, Peace, Happiness.
He is the Cause, and the Effect.
All that needs to happen,
is Observation Through Him.
So the quality of my 'ego' I'd like to appreciate,
within That Experience is this:
if one is 'feeling' something,
of a Devotional Caliber,
then its Cause is Much Larger (the Presence).
Note: I realized quite early within my own 'Awakening', that although I did not have the vocabulary at that time,
it was developing -
the 'structure' of the relationship between Divine-Consciousness,
and one's inner 'protective-nature (ego)',
is there for a Reason: the ego is a Friend.
the ego is there because we don't know anything!
We have forgotten!
I have called this 'Divine Amnesia',
which is the exact experience made 'practically-visible',
through these Reflective-Writings,
as well as through the described experiences of drawing within the 'Observer-State'.
Just saying.... Still smiling!