'I' am only a 'conduit' - a point of transmission for the Spirit.
I look back at the development of my perspective,
and find quite a bit of humor in it.
This is because Spiritual-growth, and Self-Realization,
occurs in Real-Time; it is reflective.
Spirit is a Mirror of your inner-position,
which is always the same, and always changing,
and at the same time invisible and nothing.
To me, that seems pretty funny!
the consciousness who meditates
through his own experiential-perception-
his own 'conception' -
of the Presence of Divinity,
finds his own Focus Paradoxically-Informed,
Paradox is the Alive-Emptiness of No-Restriction,
within Experience and Perception of the Spirit.
Paradox is also Intuition,
although when written,
the latter word itself sometimes means
How these words are used to convey,
the Presence as one's Perception,
is only Through-Illusion.
One may hone this Spiritual-Skill
and surpassing his own will,
by paying attention constantly.
One method is by focusing through the Spirit,
This has been a key
to Self-Realization for 'me.'
What happens when one
presents himself within meditation,
to the Presence of his Perception,
and applies devotion?
Then, the natural course of Spiritual events
'out-plays' Through the Spirit.
Peace, Love, Joy, and Rapture are then All-Experienced -
as 'Par for the Course' -
and one finally 'finds-himself' loving,
from a Distance,
All-Within His Spiritual-Comprehension.
the experience of self AS this New-Location,
through which one then-becomes,
indecipherable and spontaneous.
one Becomes the Observer,
or need for will-force application.
So, although 'I' am only a conduit,
or a point of transmission,
I see that Self-Realization is one's
This is the experience of 'Now-Beyond'
Peace, Love, Joy, and Rapture,
which I find humorous,
as it is not a 'final place',
only an elevation into that Position.