What is the meaning of "Deserve"?
According to Dictionary.com (a Worldly resource worthy of daily use), the word "deserve" means: to merit, be qualified for, or have a claim to (reward, assistance, punishment, etc.). Because it has been learned that one must remain positive, we do not accept the word "punishment" because it has a negative connotation to one's Higher Insight and Understanding.
The word has two parts. which are the prefix and root word. "De" is the prefix, and means: from; of (used in French, Spanish, and Portuguese personal names, originally to indicate place of origin):
Here I will pause, because of an event that has just occurred. I was outside, and could hear my dogs barking, loudly from inside the house. I went inside to see in physical matter reality, the form of an etheric man, making the classic scary-sounding "Ohhhhhh." His position, and mine, as well as the fact that I was alone, were geometric movements and no longer thoughts. I watched as I spoke out my partners name. It was silent, as he was out working, and not on the property. And, the dogs kept looking down the hall.
The Importance of Remembering
The form moved down the hall, which was not in alignment with my sight. So, I slowly opened up all of the doors from hallway to back bath, in an attempt to calm my mind. This transformed into my body relocating outside of the house, and into the cold. I thought, "What do I have to fear, if I understand that the earliest of encounter with this level of Higher Understanding, will be in the form of the kindest of memory reproduction the Higher Self could pull from my unconscious construct?
You see, in waking reality, one relies on his five senses, and many individuals do not look within for Higher Insight - one is in survival mode, and he exercizes negative-mechanisms-of-conceptual-lack, severing his own connection to these Higher Things. To Love, the concept of "I", must change, and be a reproducible form that is actually seein within the mind. I suppose now, I realize the search within, and the search without, are beginning to manifest in ways previously misunderstood to the World. And, it is Halloween...
I recall in conversation, and through my learning, that many around the World believe there is an Awakening afoot. There are many doom-and-gloom naysayers amongst the throngs watching, but the kindest perspective is Love.
This is Real
Once realized, Love is the Higher guiding force found within oneself, when he sits and looks at Higher Things.
I suppose this was a visit from these others I have been going on about. This is the Reality of the Arrival of our spiritual brothers and sisters into our hearts. I am in pursuit of sharing this Understanding of Conceptual Relationships that form when meeting His own Higher Mind.
Relax. Do something that is from the place within yourself that is the most fulfilling conceptualization of yourself. Then, give thanks for that. Find peace in that. Follow that. The thread of ideas is a silk that is of an interwoven design, and when one pulls it, he becomes greater than what he was before. Live love, in Every Moment of Now.
In Higher Service
According to my favorite dictionary for everyday use, Dictionary.com, "service" means to make fit for use; repair; restore to condition for service. The Ultimate Service is to the Highest Conceptual Self one may Imagine. This is the key: find various ways to be alone in silence and go within oneself in meditation. See the Read and Learn page on this site, if you are interested. I understand it is a bit "colorful" on first read, but if one can set his ego aside, and consider his Highest Excitement for a single moment of now, he will feel the pull of the energy that this book - To Originate - is all about.
To originate, is to understand that their are multilayered perspectives within oneself, actual places from within, which one may observe and utilize as mechanisms, to understand his Whole Reality. To look upon a consideration in the peaceful bliss found within the one-pointed focus of the mind, is the beginning of energies from Higher Places within, and is the beginning of Higher Understanding of the Whole Self.
To Serve one's Highest Self
To eliminate one's doubt, as to the reality of perceived events within physical reality, the concept of fear must be overcome. As it has been established within this notebook, the orientation of this portion of the Universe, is of a coherent design that is symbolized in the idea of Yin & Yang. That is, a balance between two opposites with a portion of the opposite element in each section (Dictionary.com). This twin nature of the Universe, is echoed in our experience, and when the unexpected arises, such as the event above, one's Whole Reality is seemingly challenged.
There is challenge in existence, and this is the point. Higher Understanding revolves at this level of intuition within oneself, and in physical-matter-reality, with positive and negative energies that are a part of the fabric of existence. When the ego-self is challenged, it must learn to adapt. To do this, one makes the search for Greater Understanding of the Whole Self the most worthy of pursuits: meditation. What is discovered within this state, is central to understanding the Center Within. This is seen through kindness to self.
One begins in service to the Highest Self, not on his knees (although this is an option), but in this moment - now. Within now, one is able to stop time and be one-pointed in his focus, and through this, he sees beyond himself to the bliss that is the Sky-of-his-Whole-Mind. This too, is a place within oneself, an energy platform that one can visualize through the imagination.
To be continued...