... and if you only knew "me"

[~O~] FIRST-FOCUS [~O~]

Sometimes I sit within the scenery,
of a poem's psychometry,
which only means, 
I appreciate its truth and beauty. 

And that orientation of my-own focus through,
that truth and beauty perceived,
is the reflection of, 
what is beyond only love,
of the artistry of others,
who have carved the consciousness of many a-heart's future,
by pointing kindly in the direction, 
of the poem's meaning and attraction, 
which is always of polarity within the cranium. 

I mean, 
please notice that this poetry has what I call "beyond-meaning." 

[~O~]

So the challenge of my-own existence, 
and as a poet of "no-resistance," 
is to first-gain the clarity through my-own first-focus,
enough to let-go of what is polarized within my "self," 
so I will Realize the ministerings of the Holy Spirit beyond "personal" walls, 

and hopefully grow some. 

[~O~]

And for all of my teachers watching kindly, 
through what seems my-own spiritually-poetic-lobotomy, 
I crack a grin sometimes, 
within what seems a sieve-of-epiphanies, 

that is my-own reaction of silliness, 
from my-own center of intuition-realized, 
to conceiving of what I do intuitionally-cognize,
as a very-great distance-beyond the positive and negative clocked, 
to right-now experiencing God. 

[~O~]

Who for "me" is The Presence of What-IS Greater Than "me,"
Who-IS a Spirit identified-cognitively as Everything, 
but He is not "of" this polarity that I experience, 
NO ~ HE IS Beyond ALL of this - yet is "OF" it, 

so please pardon me-now for revealing paradox to "you," 
but this is the Spiritual-Terrain of my God's Holy-Quantum Voo-Doo, 
and I am only HIS Spiritual-Tool. 

[~O~]

So from that unaffected-distance within, 
that I literally do not have the words to describe, 
I do survive, 
as my God ~ He has saved me from, 
the torture and devastation, 
of believing this dream, 
as anything more than temporary, 
because that is what it is to "me," 
discerned through the proof of my-own suffering, 
and that of others I have seen, 
first-hand delivering these things. 

[~O~]

And now, please note your-own reaction to the above-writing, 
and give-thanks for that Peace-Realized beyond the polarity within your cranium, 
and for that Karmic distance-from,
what you cognize in your living, 
as "other people's suffering,"

...and if you only knew "me," 
you might right-now be crying. 

[~O~] ~ aMEn ~ [~O~]