Divine Amnesia and Missing Time

[~O~] FIRST-FOCUS [~O~]

I first-sat within meditation this morning, 
and what happened was beyond my conscious-understanding. 

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I mean, I use an app called Kriya Timer, 
and via its countdown of my 108 Kriyas this morning, 
I lost all sense-of-time,
as I was 6-OM-Breathing, 

and within That Practice of devotionally-looking-upward-unceasingly, 
and pointedly focusing-through-intuitionally, 
something must-have happened paradoxically, 
as I cannot recall anything, 
but That-Light seen Beyond-within me.

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And this "intuitional-seeing,"
That stamps-out my-own time's-perceiving, 
is the abduction-experience of my-own awareness, 
now-creatively-described as "alien-contact," 

which only means I am artistically now-painting within this Word-pLaY, 
through the Holy-Spirit of That-Beyond-reality perceived, 
That-IS one's-own loss of cognition-completely, 
as cognition's-practice was literally unnecessary, 
as "I" became very-busy, 
"BEING." 

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And That-Alien's Arrival is a Glorious-Inner-Light Immersing "me," 
That swoons within my-heart Beyond-Rapturously, 
and fills "me" with the natural-capacity, 
to spiritually render my-own "within-reality," 

as Bliss-Filled Kriya-Breathing, 
via Peace-Filled ~ Unceasing ~ First-Seeing, 

of my God as my-own space-ship quantumly slip-streaming, 
across the spiritual-ether of cognition's-architecture, 
through-and-beyond Babel's-Tower, 
which lands "me" in the Presence of Forever, 

 ~ That is what I was "after" ~    

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So the "quantum-mechanics" of "God-As-Experience," 
is found for "me" within the literal devotional-Practice, 
of sitting within the body's-machinery, 
and then conciously-collecting all of my-form's energy-purposefully, 

with a body-scan completed while looking-up, 
through That-Light of my-own Awareness of the Holy-Spirit, 

and I watch from That-Distance within,
my own perception of God as Kutastha's Light-Show-of-Redemption,
and my psyche slips into a slumber, 
of The-Unchanged as my-own Now-And-Forever, 

and I float-within as ONE-UNBURDENED. 

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And That-Divine-Amnesia, 
of Rapturous-Realization, 
~ of God as Present ~  right-now ~ paradoxically ~ within my-own cranium, 

IS The Stamping-Effect of Divinity, 
literally Unburdening my "self" of all "egos" within That-percepted devotionally," 
of a first-focus through pointedly, 

and I intuitively-perceive experientially ~ via That-E.S.P.'D ~ 
of The Bliss of The Presence of my God within my "me," 

and my ego is completely-relieved, 

of his polarity-staring "needfully," 

and I-AM sanctifyingly Possessed-Completely, 
through That-Bending all-egos-unceasingly,

That is The Practice of The Presence of God, 
That explains Divine-Amnesia and "missing-time," 
via That Inner-Space-Ship of Devotion Now-Driven, 
That-IS the "Rock-and-Roll" of OM within my-own devotion, 

That keeps "me" smiling. 

[~O~] ~ aMEn ~ [~O~]